I know as a single mother, life can be hard. Bills are hard to keep up on living paycheck to paycheck. our kids don't listen and act like teenage girls. Then your boss shows you no respect no matter what you do while you're at work, it kinda drags you down a bit. I've been looking for a new job but it's hard because I only work three days a week and make $13 an hour.
Another horrible moment in my life happened April 24th, 2016. My best friend was found after he had hung himself. When I found out the following morning, my entire world changed. He was my best friend. He was always the one I would go to when I felt down and needed someone, a shoulder. It has been almost 2 months since I lost him. He was basically my everything. I loved him. We actually made plans to get married when he turned 30, three years from now. I wouldn't necessarily say he was the "love of my life", but I had way too much love for him. And now he's gone.
I'm not going to get into the whole "suicide is bad" or anything like that, but if any of you who read this feel like you want to end your life because the struggles you go through are too much, I'm sorry you feel that way, but I just want you to think about all of the people in your life, every single person you have ever met if even it was two times. You could have made a huge difference in their life. Please find help of some sort before leaving so many people to feel the same way you felt when you decided to take your life. It's hard for me to go through everyday knowing he will never be here to hug me when I need it or just to talk about stupid things like we always did.
I am going to end this post right here.
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